From Untruth to Truth.-The Incomplete Saga Realised.

A Silent Killer creeps in the dead of the night when everything is dark and gloomy. A thought creeps in when there is no awareness of its origin or alertness in our mind. A story gets formed with every thought and with everything that arises, sustains and subsides in our consciousness.

Sometimes, a story of us as being unfulfilled beings in all aspects. Humanity today, seeks, desires and wants so much, only because of an insatiable hunger or urge that is felt within our one-mass consciousness. This Incomplete Saga - Is a constant reduction of our Glorious Self and a total devaluation of our Spiritual Truth.

A friend just dropped by to visit me the other day, only for a chit chat and chai. It turns out she was not feeling so great, so our conversations just turned around to what was not making her feel so good, over a few chai's, it became evident the sole problem of all the problems that she was experiencing was her desire for 'something' that she believed she already knew, but it turns out it was not so.

Human Beings are complex, Hu-woman Beings are more complex. Sometimes we think we know what we want, but the simple Truth is 'We dont'. We dont really know ourselves sometimes, and this i find is the most striking Moment - NOT KNOWING WHAT WE WANT. Its a start, we are made to believe 'to want so much and to have so much' that constantly we live under the influence of this story. Our desires keep us motivated to just be involved with some activity or another, jumping from one desire to another and then another and then another..... this story never ends.... and soon it becomes the story of our Survival in this world of Tragic events. Unless One day, we just stop for - a moment where we just stop to see, looking within at 'What makes us to desire so much? What motivates us? What makes us move like a monkey all the time?'

Its as if somewhere deep within our hearts we have already adopted a way of being untrue to ourselves, a way of believing that somehow we are Incomplete Beings incapable of feeling whole and complete about ourselves from within and the most natural way to feel complete is to desire to have something to make us feel WHOLE and COMPLETE AGAIN. Perhaps this has been one of the most interesting story of all humanity since long. We as humans feel so poor from within, that without desire we feel empty, vacant, like a hollowed bark of a tree, but for Divine Self this is not true anymore.

A fundamental crisis of self understanding and knowing our True Identity. For divinity - feeling Incomplete is merely something that requires a wholesome perspective and complete self understanding of oneself. I look at the scores of people sometimes and I start wondering - 'What's happening, where did we loose our perspective to believe in our Divine nature? The Scriptures of all varied cultures and countries point out so clearly to the perfect understanding from humaness to beingness and the Supreme. Understanding our Origin of (non physical) Existence as the key element of understanding the purpose of our Life here on earth. So long as we believe ourselves to be Incomplete from within - desire, anger, sickness, perversion, ego, pride, avarice (etc etc etc this list can have around 40000 words in English alone) cannot be eliminated or conquered.

One of the roots, of the seed that causes us to feel seperate and Incomplete about ourselves is "Here', this story of 'THE INCOMPLETE SAGA.' Perhaps its time to wake up 'Now'. We are already 'Whole and 'One'. May we rise above our 'Incompleteness' awakening to the ' Wholeness' that we are.

ASATO MA SAT GAMAYA - FROM UNTRUTH TO TRUTH

TAMASOMA JYOTIR GAMAYA - FROM DARKNESS INTO LIGHT

MRITYORMA AMRITAM GAMAYA- FROM MORTALITY INTO IMMORTALITY

OM SHANTI SHANTI SHANTI - LET THE BE PEACE.

The Brain of Consciousness

A patient falls into an ICU, hours of turmoil unfold, eventually something goes wrong like it always does, what happens? Doctors panic, relatives panic everything goes awry. What do we see? A person lying on the bed waiting for a moment when the body completely goes lifeless, no sign of life, no movement, breath leaves without entering again. What is this death? Coma? Sleep?

Rationalists think that it is the brain that decides all the function for a Human Body, but is really true? If so then under all conditions apparently working organs why does the Human Body collapse? The heart beat stops, the kidneys stop functioning, the liver stops, blood stops circulating, but mind? What about the mind? What is this mind? The brain is clinically declared dead, organism has achieved a state of non movement, a life force that was present a moment ago that activated the body has Now become illusive, dormant? What happened? What went wrong?

A question that still mystifies humanity today beyond all reason of cause and effect, even beyond the logic's of all rationalists. Consciousness - that is exactly what became illusive. A consciousness that activated the body, the brain, the heart, kidneys, liver etc, suddenly went very quiet and along with it, it took the life force, the breath away. Who can control the breath, man can make machines to modulate it, to execute the flow of air into the lungs, but no machine or science can provide a breath of Life. Life after all is such a Mystery.. Thank God.

Doubt - The Anti Catalyst

When does a caterpillar turn into a butterfly? Just from a worm to a beautiful flowery dressed fairy. Metamorphosis - Experiencing the change, transformation from the base elements into something more pure more refined. When nature takes its process there is no hindrance involved, but when human's have to go through metamorphosis, hindrance is at every step and at every moment. - Why so? What stops us from simply experiencing and accepting the change? Fear, Doubt, worry? The core elements that want to retain a past identity, that want to remind us of our coarse humanness.

Birth was never easy, nor is death, nor is living, but transformation though it appears most difficult of all, is in fact its the simplest of all. Faith, devotion are the catalysts, doubt, fear and anxiety the anti catalysts. Man is intelligent enough to recognize the processes of nature, to manipulate them to his own advantage, but unfortunately he simply forgets the same law applies to him too.

What is doubt? A mere thought of limitation, a thought that does not support the possibility that anything is possible in this entire Universal Creation. Doubt is only a leading us to the threshold of all that we have known to be true. It is the final impending element that frees us from the knowledge of all that we have known in our past and brings in an element of the Unknown.

We already know what we know, how is it possible to know more without turning to the Unknown?

Hence doubt is only a marker that something more is possible than what we are doubting, something that exists further ahead, maybe we don't know Now, but so what, we might come to know as Existence unfolds its doings. The real question that lies here for us is, 'Are we to confined to reality of doubtful existence or accept something that transcends it all? Maybe God?'. A true inquiry is never fruitless, but are we more curious to find out or prefer our confined existence and Who can really answer this?

The Fallacy of Mind

A grain of sand does not move on its own
Neither does the Ocean nor the winds blown
Yet this mind moves so precisely fast
Like an ever running ghost aghast

Is it really worth asking," How to stop this mind?"
When 'I' already know confusions is all I find
What a strange mystery is this?
A perspective lost in time not bliss.

Suddenly a moment something appeared
Nothing happened but everything cleared
'Huh' How did this happen again Now?
I was just lost a moment ago somehow

Now that moment has got left behind
Something felt real was only the fallacy of this mind
Oh mind you have done it again and again
Fooled me like a prisoner in your petty game.

Suit yourself

A new creed of Karmic Lovers exists
Wallowing in the misery of the Past
I came upon some such who strive so hard
whom I met upon my Path

Looking at their multi fold conditions of Suffering
I made a suggestion to offer some help
They looked at me with a Strangers Sight
Unable was I, to speak any further of This to them

What a Universe we live in
This world, so many delight
So many alive in the suffering of the Past
Of present and future all in their might

None able to selectively sieve out
the husks of deep rooted 'I sense"
Bound with all their attachments
Unaware of the sacrifice demanded by existence

Watch as the hour goes by
"Suit yourself" I said to them
For I am neither a Messiah nor a Saviour of Souls
I am just a simple fool wandering the Spaces of Absoluteness

Cognitive Dissonance

A conflict felt within, a consequence there of
A discord within bearing, results without
" What should be done?", "What should I do?"
Two questions that never cease to puzzle humanity
if "what should be done" is what is done then I wont have to bear the fault of being blamed
and if i do that then i dont do what i want, how strange a thought ....
if "what i want to do" is done then I wont have to regret about not doing what I wanted but I am so scared of being blamed for doing the wrong thing, how strange another thought
well it seems in both there is just one common stream...
you are going to be blamed anyways, the world is such honey, what to do?
Rather be blamed doing what you want than doing what you dont want to do
Atleast that way you wont regret what you have done, dont you think so sweet heart?
A Congnitive Dissonance no more......

When is Enough Enough

Dwelling deep within the abysses of the soul

Desires find their playground to explore

A thought carrying an idea of need or want

Wishing for itself

One after another it never ends

An unquenchable thirst

When is Enough Enough

Life is such parody

A bird singing to the sky

As the sun sets and the night falls

All returns to the silence again

The raging fires of desires still keep burning the soul

When is Enough Enough my dear friend?

A hungry leopard strikes a game or two

only to quench itself from vicious pangs

A hungry human strikes all that exists

not to quench to but stay every filled with hunger always

When is enough enough my friend?

The earth bleeds with sorrows of human desires

Its flesh torn apart

The wounds have never really healed ever

The toxic septic oozes aftermath

The human thirst for blood and hunger

has never really ended ever

until the last particle of dust is exhausted

The vicious scoundrels never really surrender

When is enough enough my friends?

Today we live in beastly society

that nurtures the pangs of death and gore

if one cant be used or abused

until all blood is sucked away

The wicked plan has been sorted out so well

to never ever feel content with desires at bay

when is enough enough my friends?

When is enough enough?

The Inner war

The perspective of World Peace is such an illusion, especially for those who have created this concept. An analogy of dualistic views, How is World Peace possible so long as there is an Inner war? It is not, what is this Inner war? The war that is intermittently woven into our very fragment of existence the struggle of survival. The fabric of society that bases itself on values of matter. In a social structure that is held more with the temporal and superficial values, Peace is only a word of illusion. Peace is not possible, how can it be?

The Larger Nations feed on the smaller ones, Big fish - small fish. This is the hierarchy of the Control and Power, the ocean is full of such opportunity so why not take as much as possible isn't it? Humanity has not yet seen its interconnectedness, and even if it has seen it, somehow it has chosen to ignore it. The latest disastrous events of the world point in only one direction, we are ignorantly heading for self destruction. It doesn't take much to understand that the poisons that we are dealing with today, are so destructive in Nature, that only Mother Earth can help contain them.

So long as each individual doesn't wake up to one's own Truth, Life and Consciousness this Inner War becomes and integral part of the chaos of this world. To change the structure out There what is needed is to change the structure in Here. Only one cell is needed for the entire transformation to take place, just like only one atom is needed to cause a nuclear explosion. The question is if this will be a war to win through outer nuclear explosion or inner new clear explore-sions and that only time can tell.

The mystery still continues.......

Doubt the Doubter

When in Doubt

Doubt the Doubter

Seclusion arises due to Isolation

Isolation due to Separation

Separation due to a Doubt

Doubt arises because there is a Doubter

Doubt the Doubter

when Doubter is doubted

Doubt ceases to exist

Doubter too ceases to Doubt

The Doubter becomes Non Existent

So does the Doubt

When both are nullified

Nothing is left to Doubt

With No Doubt you walk free

Fearless like a Lion

No one, nothing can touch you

the Doubt and the Doubter are dead

So, Doubt the Doubter

A Friend of Freedom or Enemy of Doubt

I met a friend yesterday

As though I met a doubt

A Friend Speaks

A Doubt Arises

How strange can this get?

It keeps playing on my mind

Not just my mind

It keeps playing in my Heart

Not just my Heart

It keeps playing in my Life

Not just this Life

A friend comes, stays and goes

But doubt? Comes, stays and refuses to go

why is it so?

Such a friend who brings such a doubt?

An enemy of my peace makes me mixed

This doubt someday has to cease to exist

Such a friend I need more

An enemy of doubt has crept into my Life Whole

No Peace of mind...Mind....never Mind

For a moment i felt a whiff

Freedom had me kissed

Such should be a friend's presence

Making me forget all my worries until no end

O Doubt, i am done with your treacherous ways

This friend of Freedom keep your kind away at bay.

Now i walk a free persons path

Free even from doubt such is the freedom's wrath.

The Ineffective Action

A flower blooms
That is its Nature
It doesn't make a choice
But what to say
When a flower of thought
Opens itself in the Light of Consciousness
It fruitifies as Action
An Action results in a Consequence
A Consequence bears the fruit of Action again
What is done today bears fruit tomorrow
what is experienced Now
Is only a fruit of past
If our fruit tastes bitter
It is only because it has arisen from a Bitter seed
And if it tastes sweet
Is only because the seed is such
What is sown today is reaped tomorrow
such is the Nature of Life
such the nature of Karma.
What use is this Karma?
This Cycle is endless
and Endless are births and deaths
Only That can save us from this trouble
Satguru - The delivers us from this moment Itself
But do we really aceept such a Truth?
The mind only wants its unending desires that drool.